Naughty Breakfast
Carmen
holds the Bic lighter to her hair
And counts
the split ends. She gets to twenty
Then gives
up. It’s like lighted gunpowder
Trailing
down her back, ready to empty
Her head of
brains when it blows. A scorched
blonde
Red-eyed
non-American girl, flaunty,
Loud.
Her tired face she got second-hand
From
Odd-bins but the look of self-loathing,
The lines
and folds, suit her down to the ground.
Pocket
trembles, Blondie ringtone goading
Her to
‘Call me.’ “Yeah?
Oh ‘iya,” she shouts
At the
phone. Fumbling, her hand goes in
The other
pocket. Her frayed red mouth
shoots
Word
bullets at him: “Soz re last night Dave.
I was sick
man, ill. Puking up me guts.”
Her shoes
type exclamation marks that weave
Down the
platform. “Was paralysed from
the
Whisky man.
Yeah yeah, no more n’I deserve.”
Her slurred
words squirm. Embarrassed, they cover
Their faces
looking for somewhere to hide.
“See ya
then. Gotta nurse me ‘angover.”
She grips
the bin, eyes heavy with tired.
Reaching in
her pocket she takes a swig
Of mobile.
“Fuck,” she says, shaking her head.
From the
other pocket comes her prize swag,
The two
Bacardi Breezers she just nicked.
She downs
them, burps then bows like she’s on stage.
The
platform speaker in words metallic:
“The next
train is the 09.10 to Barking.”
“Woo
woo!” she shouts into her bottle mic.
“S’like
bingo. One and nine the Barking
Line!”
Lip quakes. “Mecca Queen ma was in ‘er time.”